ThaNks Gal

We haD manii wOnderFul mOments TogEthEr...

u noe wat I mean...

w/o haviiNg 2 tOk...

we wiill noe Wad EacH of Us iis TiiNkiiNg...

sO ii siit back and relax n turn on my screen...

to my dear fren YvO hu noEs jUZ waD to Sae to Make mY streSses Go n tRoubLes fAde aWae...

My Fren yVonnE...

u're always there for me...

wheneva ii feel blue...

u r there bY mY siide whEn ii wanna go ShoppIing...

Takiing cAre of mE n treAtiiNg mE juz lYke ii BeloNg to a Part of Ur Famiily...

ii noe our friiendship iis true...

we hv been frenz siince sec sch days...

our hopes...

fEars...

n dreams hv been shared...

thoU we came from diiff wAlks Of liiFe...

But we shAre a coMmoN bOnd whIich nO oNe cAn BreaK iit up sO EasiilY...

Our fRiiendsHiip had Been TesTed B4...

N we bOth kNew dat iIT coUld b Wiith stAnd fRom alL CalamiiTiiEs...

GradUally...

ii hv grOwn so FonD of U...

Thanks 4 beiing by stePh's siide wheneva ii nIid u...

ii m Touched n Glad for ur ConTiiNuouS suPpoRt u Hv GiiveN 2 sTePh... =)

GoNe

You are gone I used to love you...

You are gone That's the plain truth...

You are gone Never coming back...

You are gone My new heart's black...

But since you're goneI guess it's okayTo find new loveThe same way...

Is that alright???

Ii SuppOse...

Coz You are Gone...

*StEpH hEaRts mR.Y*

EmPty

The emptiness I feel comes from not hearing your voice...

The life that swirls around me now is just blank noises...

Some people act as if in my leaving I had a choice...

I don’t always know when I’ll be back...

Which tears me apart even more...

Because I remember every time I see you...

The lonely aftertaste that’s in store...

Things might not ever be quite the same...

But it doesn’t hurt to try and keep things that way...

If I had a chance to relive the time before...

There are so many things I would say...

Being miles away means nothing to me...

I can only hope you’re willing to see...

That ii m wishing I was there...

Iis more than just a dream...

Your smile is all I need to be happy...

The peace of mind it brought me...

Kept my feelings at bay...

I’ve felt before like letting go of my feelings...

Ridding myself of the days I felt alone...

But I couldn’t keep myself from the thought of you...

You’re the sunshine that warms my day...

And at night, the star that lights my way...

However evEryTiinK cHaNges FroM The TiimE thE tRuTh camE to LiitE...

StEph's PaiiN

The scars are pain...

but the pain inside my heart still cannot get off nO mAtter Wad!!!

When the time is gone,means it is reallii gone...

you dun have the ability to make it come back!!!

StePh's viiviid memory of u wiill oWaes IimPriinTed iin My hEart...

No matter where u r...

No matTer where StePh iis...

U hv ur own liife to lead...

But ii Dun...

coz mY liife tiill Nw iis stiill RevOlViing RounD u...

ii wiish 2 cOntiinUe seeiiNG u daiilY duriiNG lUncH bReaks...

But to No avaiil...

NoT mEanT to b iiNDeed...

Not fAted Dats y we can't c each other...

The wOrst TiiNk bOut lOVe

The worst thing about loving you is...

When ii Saw YoU but you just pretending that i am only a stranger...

nv BotHEr to Look bAck...

iit reallIi pAiins Me to C u iin Tiis stAte... =(

Hols eNDiinG soOn

TiirED stEph iis gOiin bAck 2 Work oN mOn agaIin...

No mOre Long BreAks 4 StePh...

StePh HAs to SlaUght Her wAe @ woRk oNce mOre...

All the Wae tiill CNY eve...

pRobAblY...

Haiix...

Agaiin...

stePh has to Wake Up Early iin the mORniing...

7.30 am...

waSh up...

Hv breakfAST...

b4 TaKiing a riidDe fRom HEr dAdDy...

8.30 am sTarts wOrk riiTe Up Tiill...

6.30 pm...

Dead TiiRed...

No mOre dreams @ niIte...

SiianZ... =(

HeaDacHes

As sTePh grOws olDer...

shE iis GettIing to uNDerstand certaiin tiinks beta...

sOme tiinkS no mAtter hoW hard sTepH wiishes to hAppeN...

stiiLl no mAttEr wAd iiT stiill CouLD noT b Forced...

n StePh wiill EvenTuallY sTiill cOuld noT gEt the TiiNks dat She Wans...

nv GonNa b the Same agaIin...

No mAtter hOw hard stEpH trIiEs 2 cHAnge 4 The Beta...

wadEva shE had dOne to makE herselF to b a bEta persOn...

bErii sOon shE fiinds dat stiill she iis the Same oldsElf...

thUs nw stEph has cOmpleTely giivEn up oN changiiNg herselF...

she wiill b her ownself...

not Goiin to bother bOut wad Other ppl iis goIin to tiink of HEr...

she foUnd out dat she Can't possiibLy plS evErybOdy...

sOme maY lYke StePh...

bUt there wiill oso b Some hU terriiBLy hAteS sTePh...

Thus iin The past stePh was haviinG headaches hoW 2 plEase everyOne...

HopIing dat EveryBody ard her wiill lYke her...

nw shE jUZ exPects n Hopes 2 fiinD tRue frenZ to truSt n RelY oN...

The rest of the ppl hu prefers to b superfiiciial...

StePh iis nOT goIin to bOther aniimORe n she iis gonna tuRn a bLiind eye n deaf ear to those cOmmEnts...

sO plS ppl Out there...

iif u Dun lYke stePh's attiituDes...

Pls dUn cOme n FiinD stePh 2 cHAt Okii???

Coz stePh oso can'T b boThered to entertaiin u Ppl...

No Offence cOz tiis were sPokEn fRom the BottOm Of StePh's Heart...

ThaNk YoU!!! ")

*STEPH HEARTS HER LIIFE!!!*