加油!!!

昨天是我在我的做工地方的最后一天...

我见到了他...

原本可以跟他拿号码的...

但结果还是错过了机会...

因为我的上司不断地在监视这我的一举一动!!!

不过至少我有几分钟的时间通知他我即将离开...

可是我还是会回来探望孩子们的...

虽然昨晚我非常伤心...

一点心情都没有...

但是我知道我还是会有机会遇到他的...

所以我一点都不坦心我会错失我和他的缘分...

现在的我知道唯有艰难与挑战性的爱情才是最值得拥有的...

只有这样我们才会更加珍惜着彼此!!!

我期待美好的结局...

同时也等待着一个奇迹出现照耀着我们... ")

???

Ii hv a 101 qnS ruNniinG thru my miind riite nw...

But so Far ii OnlIi hV two Most aNnOyEd qNs iiN mY mIind...

The rest of the qns r Stiill Quiite mIinoR...

Haha...

Tk yTd foR exampLe...

One oF mY cOllEaguE Told me dat ii m Not allOweD to teLl aNii Of mY PArEnts Dat ii m lEavIing the sch...

ii waS lYke...

Huh???

y lehz???

How coMe cannoT????

.........

Reallii was spEechless @ dat tiime when she sae...

'Iits UnpRofEssIioNal to tell PArents dat u r leaviing...'

But uPoN tiinKiing bOut iit...

Wun iit b even muCh mOre uNpRoFesSiiOnal when ii Dun eVen BothEr to tell them dat ii m leavIing???

Wadeva lahz...

ii dun wanna care le...

But...

cAn aniiOne tell mE iif Tiis iis reallIi suCh a case???

ii was reallii BafflEd bY iit...

anIiwaE ii oSo Dun Bother...

Ii do TiinKs my oWn wAe...

2nD tiiNk:

Y iis iit dat oWaes when ii spEak To a gUy...

iiT wiill defiiniiteLy b viiewed as a perceptiiOn dat ii m fliirtiing lEhz???

Y wheneva ii speak to a guy...

everytiinK would b lYke ii m iin a wroNg...

n dat iits nOt a good tiink...

Howeva oN the contary when ii m speakiing to a lady...

Nth hAppened...

No crtiiciisMs...

No stariiNGs from oThers...

iis iit dat ii m too overly concernEd By wad ppl would tiink oF me...

Or iis iit reallii true dat ppl diisliiked me to chat wiif Guys???

Iis iit reallii an OffencE 4 me???

iif dats reallii the case...

den y bother aSkiing me to sociialiise mOre wiif GuYs...

Ii mIight as well juz lIive iin mY own world n rot awae...

ArGhhhH!!!

Really dun understand How hUman braiins work...

Shld reallii go back n contiinue mY studiies iin CounsellIing pSychoLogY oNce More... >.<

Bye BUaii SenLy

30/07/2009...

My mAiid sEnlY went back to IndO after workiing 4 2 yrs 4 us...

was upset dat she has left...

but stiill liife has to go on iisn't iit???

haha...

aniiwae ii hv got a new maiid...

n ii together wiif senly have traiined her le...

sO hOpefUllY nTh wiiLl go wrong 4 her when doIing My stuffs...

HAha...

Iif not ii wiill sure b berii aNgRy liiaOz...

Nw ii hv to re- adapt everytiinK onCe mOre wiif a new maiid...

All the happiiness n unhappiiness whiich ii hAvE shared wiif sEnly wiill B Kept iin mY heart 4eva...

All the bEst to U Bak!!!

Aku cInTA Mu!!! ")

MuackZ...

Gaii Gaii @ ViVo CiTy

StePh'S DKNY BaG n iiTS LoGo...

HuGe!!!

YvO's Black DresS...

EleGant...

YvO's lOng pANts...

UniiQuE...

StePh's grey cOloUred sneakErs...

CuTe...

Ytd was my lasT dae @ shAws...

Was sad coz there's smth whiich ii stiill hv not done yet...

nvm...

Mon miiTiinG mY god mUm sO ii sTiiLl hv another chance to do the tiinks whiich ii had wanted to do b4 all's reallii too late...

Although iit was my last dae...

but ii hv closiing to do...

Haiix...

Siianz...

But iits okii...

coz ii can spend mY last qualiity tiime wiif my chiildren...

Haha...

Hmmm...

after the last chiild went back @ 6.45 pm...

ii hurriiedlY took a cab down to VivO to fiind Yvonne...

As ii Hv taken mY salary...

so iits the best tiime 4 me to shop...

1st stop we went to PeddaR rEd...

There ii got a paiir of grey coloured cute sneakers From Elle 4 $130.00...

whiile yvo took a paiir FroM Keds 4 $70.00...

My Sneakers iis berii comfy to wear...

Iits soft cushiioned Soles r berii comfy 4 walkiing several hrs...

ii lYke the desiignEd coz iit looKs a liiTtle lYke boOtS...

Lolx...

Dats y ii boUght iit... ")

b4 we left for another shop...

yVo pas me a black dress n pants whiich had juz bought not too long ago ii suppoSe...

haha...

Iit was niice the dress...

THe pants was fashiiOnable...

suiits her beta actually...

haha...

But wadeva...

Thanks aniiwae...

Next stOp we went to Tangs...

N there stePh saw an orange DKNY tote bAg n bOught iit down 4 $169.00...

iiT was reallIi hUge n steph could use iit 4 my gym...

Keke...

Howeva ii dun feel happii @ all whiich was quiite diiff from last tiimes...

Perhaps was b coz ii was quiite diisturbed by smth ii encoUntered iin sch whiich ii stiill could not let go...

Thru out last niite...

steph was berii mooDy...

Diin tok much wiif My yVonnE oso...

So sorriie gal... "(

But nOnetheless ii stiill Managed to fOllow YvO Ard Forever 21 n Mango...

暧昧？真爱？

我和他的化学反应究竟是什么呢？？？

是既将成为爱的象征；

又或是无缘的结局呢？？？

但很能肯定的是。。。

如果没有当初的暧昧。。。

便不会有今时今日如此情迷的感觉了。。。

我。。。

一直依赖感觉。。。

相信直觉。。。

对就是对。。。

错就是错。。。

喜欢就喜欢。。。

不喜欢就千万别勉强了。。。

没有留一丝的中间地带。。。

只因我并不享受被暗恋的快感。。。

我比较欣赏在谈恋爱的感觉。。。

不爱甜言蜜语。。。

不爱你浓我浓的亲密关系。。。

只爱你那踏实的爱。。。

如果我不喜欢你；

第一眼就能立即笃定。。。

没有一见钟情。。。

更不可能会有日久生情。。。

既不可能会发生暧昧。。。

更绝对不可能成为普通朋友。。。

可是这一切都没发生在我们的身上。。。

这一点。。。

我很感激和欣慰。。。

所以我想在此告诉其他男生。。。

初次见面的印象对我非常重要。。。

所以请收好你们那些有意无意飘过来的无趣眼神。。。

我可是会为此感到无比的反感的！！！

一旦我坚决对你们这些举动没兴趣。。。

你们再怎么努力也只会徒劳无功的。。。

现在的我正在享受着我那无言的爱。。。

听起来虽然很没趣。。。

但此时此刻的我却非常高兴与满足。。。

因为我也能感受到他的确也有和我一样的想法！！！ “）

FraGiiLe LiiFe... SuPerFiiCiiAl LuRvE... cOnTrAdiiCtiiNg WoRld

FrAgIiLe LiIfE：

人生无常。。。

生命短暂。。。

应当珍惜。。。

把该说的一切；

都说出来。。。

免得以后后悔莫及。。。

sUPeRfIiCiIoUs LuRvE：

爱情世界里的真真假假。。。

让人捉摸不定。。。

有时是甜甜蜜蜜的。。。

有时却又非常酸痛苦涩。。。

让人痛心疾首。。。

却又无可奈何。。。

如果想爱。。。

就勇敢去爱吧。。。

千万不要畏缩及逃避了。。。

大胆的追求幸福去吧！！！

CoNtRaDiIcTiInG wOrLd:

这社会既现实又残忍。。。

但也必须庆幸这社会不断的转变能让一个人快速成长。。。

让人了解到这社会所带给大家的苦与乐。。。

让晚辈们知道不劳而获并不是一时的。。。

金钱诱惑只不过是人家的虚荣心所造成的贪念。。。

所以最好的方法便是不要什么事都斤斤计较。。。

整天都与现实作对！！！

不然的话一个人便会变得无比的悲哀呀。。。

WasTiiNg $$$ aGaiiN

2DaE stePh n famiiLy went MAriNa SquAre 4 lUnCh...

n As uSuAl...

we went 4 sOme casUal shOppIing aRd thE shOpS...

1St stOp stePh eNteRed SASA...

2 get My pErFumE...

after testiIng several fRagranCeS...

FrOm tOmmY hIlFigEr...

To PolO raLpH lAuren...

tO BuRberRy...

N fiinAllY...

Ii hV deCiiDed tO gEt BuRbErRy 'ThE bEaT'...

SmEllS sO nIice...

sO mY Dad BouGhT iiT 4 me after My PiiCkY cHoOsEs...

Haha...

Next stOp we went ard G2000 Men...

Dad had actuallY wanted tO buY sOme shOrt slEeved shIirt 4 oFfiice wEar...

Howeva after mUch BrowsiiNG...

He coulD nOt fiinD a shiiRt wIif pOckeT iin FroNt...

Thus he deciided nOt bUy anii...

Den we pRoCeeDed On to WanKo to fiind mUm...

she saiid she wanted to buy a grey cOloured sweatEr to Miix her other grey clothiings...

Howeva seemed dat todae were not a gd dae 4 Both of mY parents...

coz even mY mUm oso cOuld nOt fiind...

Lolx...

FiinalLy...

thEy deciiDed to Go to JoHn lItTle to try theiir lUck...

BuT sad to sae...

Iit was A fRutiiLe attEmpt oNce more...

Iin the end mum bOught cusHiiOn cOverS 4 oUr lIiviing RooM's cuShiiOns iinStead...

StePh oN the other hand...

Bought a cOmfY mEmOrY pIilLow 4 My BEdrOoM...

Juz b4 we went back...

Mum n Ii walked round JohN lItTlE 4 the last tiime whiile waiiting 4 dad to come out from the gents...

we went to the accessOriiEs siide...

n there stepH chOse 3 Long necklaCes as well as a triiBAl styled earriinGs...

Ii osO got mY mAiid SenlY a SiilvEr cOloUred hEarT shaped chOkeR 4 HeR...

As She's gOiing Back to inDo sOon nExt thuRs...

II deciided to bUy sMth 4 her as A fareweLl giiFt...

N here ii Saw tiis chokEr whiich was lovely...

buT the maiiN pOiInt was wHen u oPenEd the heart shaped...

She can Put piics of her n her luRved Ones iin the 2 sLots...

iiN tiis wae she can feel close to them wheneva she c the photos...

Todae was a meaniingfUl dae 4 stePh...

whiich ii suPpoSed was b coz of mY fannaTiic shOppIIng sPree beiiNG the deviiL acTiiNG uP iiNSiiDe mY BodY oNce agaiiN...

Hee... =P