暧昧？真爱？

我和他的化学反应究竟是什么呢？？？

是既将成为爱的象征；

又或是无缘的结局呢？？？

但很能肯定的是。。。

如果没有当初的暧昧。。。

便不会有今时今日如此情迷的感觉了。。。

我。。。

一直依赖感觉。。。

相信直觉。。。

对就是对。。。

错就是错。。。

喜欢就喜欢。。。

不喜欢就千万别勉强了。。。

没有留一丝的中间地带。。。

只因我并不享受被暗恋的快感。。。

我比较欣赏在谈恋爱的感觉。。。

不爱甜言蜜语。。。

不爱你浓我浓的亲密关系。。。

只爱你那踏实的爱。。。

如果我不喜欢你；

第一眼就能立即笃定。。。

没有一见钟情。。。

更不可能会有日久生情。。。

既不可能会发生暧昧。。。

更绝对不可能成为普通朋友。。。

可是这一切都没发生在我们的身上。。。

这一点。。。

我很感激和欣慰。。。

所以我想在此告诉其他男生。。。

初次见面的印象对我非常重要。。。

所以请收好你们那些有意无意飘过来的无趣眼神。。。

我可是会为此感到无比的反感的！！！

一旦我坚决对你们这些举动没兴趣。。。

你们再怎么努力也只会徒劳无功的。。。

现在的我正在享受着我那无言的爱。。。

听起来虽然很没趣。。。

但此时此刻的我却非常高兴与满足。。。

因为我也能感受到他的确也有和我一样的想法！！！ “）

FraGiiLe LiiFe... SuPerFiiCiiAl LuRvE... cOnTrAdiiCtiiNg WoRld

FrAgIiLe LiIfE：

人生无常。。。

生命短暂。。。

应当珍惜。。。

把该说的一切；

都说出来。。。

免得以后后悔莫及。。。

sUPeRfIiCiIoUs LuRvE：

爱情世界里的真真假假。。。

让人捉摸不定。。。

有时是甜甜蜜蜜的。。。

有时却又非常酸痛苦涩。。。

让人痛心疾首。。。

却又无可奈何。。。

如果想爱。。。

就勇敢去爱吧。。。

千万不要畏缩及逃避了。。。

大胆的追求幸福去吧！！！

CoNtRaDiIcTiInG wOrLd:

这社会既现实又残忍。。。

但也必须庆幸这社会不断的转变能让一个人快速成长。。。

让人了解到这社会所带给大家的苦与乐。。。

让晚辈们知道不劳而获并不是一时的。。。

金钱诱惑只不过是人家的虚荣心所造成的贪念。。。

所以最好的方法便是不要什么事都斤斤计较。。。

整天都与现实作对！！！

不然的话一个人便会变得无比的悲哀呀。。。

WasTiiNg $$$ aGaiiN

2DaE stePh n famiiLy went MAriNa SquAre 4 lUnCh...

n As uSuAl...

we went 4 sOme casUal shOppIing aRd thE shOpS...

1St stOp stePh eNteRed SASA...

2 get My pErFumE...

after testiIng several fRagranCeS...

FrOm tOmmY hIlFigEr...

To PolO raLpH lAuren...

tO BuRberRy...

N fiinAllY...

Ii hV deCiiDed tO gEt BuRbErRy 'ThE bEaT'...

SmEllS sO nIice...

sO mY Dad BouGhT iiT 4 me after My PiiCkY cHoOsEs...

Haha...

Next stOp we went ard G2000 Men...

Dad had actuallY wanted tO buY sOme shOrt slEeved shIirt 4 oFfiice wEar...

Howeva after mUch BrowsiiNG...

He coulD nOt fiinD a shiiRt wIif pOckeT iin FroNt...

Thus he deciided nOt bUy anii...

Den we pRoCeeDed On to WanKo to fiind mUm...

she saiid she wanted to buy a grey cOloured sweatEr to Miix her other grey clothiings...

Howeva seemed dat todae were not a gd dae 4 Both of mY parents...

coz even mY mUm oso cOuld nOt fiind...

Lolx...

FiinalLy...

thEy deciiDed to Go to JoHn lItTle to try theiir lUck...

BuT sad to sae...

Iit was A fRutiiLe attEmpt oNce more...

Iin the end mum bOught cusHiiOn cOverS 4 oUr lIiviing RooM's cuShiiOns iinStead...

StePh oN the other hand...

Bought a cOmfY mEmOrY pIilLow 4 My BEdrOoM...

Juz b4 we went back...

Mum n Ii walked round JohN lItTlE 4 the last tiime whiile waiiting 4 dad to come out from the gents...

we went to the accessOriiEs siide...

n there stepH chOse 3 Long necklaCes as well as a triiBAl styled earriinGs...

Ii osO got mY mAiid SenlY a SiilvEr cOloUred hEarT shaped chOkeR 4 HeR...

As She's gOiing Back to inDo sOon nExt thuRs...

II deciided to bUy sMth 4 her as A fareweLl giiFt...

N here ii Saw tiis chokEr whiich was lovely...

buT the maiiN pOiInt was wHen u oPenEd the heart shaped...

She can Put piics of her n her luRved Ones iin the 2 sLots...

iiN tiis wae she can feel close to them wheneva she c the photos...

Todae was a meaniingfUl dae 4 stePh...

whiich ii suPpoSed was b coz of mY fannaTiic shOppIIng sPree beiiNG the deviiL acTiiNG uP iiNSiiDe mY BodY oNce agaiiN...

Hee... =P

即将离开

再过不久，

我便即将离开现在的工作环境了。

万般的舍不得，

却又无可奈何，

因为我已厌倦了我现在的地方。

并非是因为孩子们或家长。

而是因为某些老师待人处世的行为以及举止我看了非常不满意，

所以我才会下次决心离开的。

舍不得我疼爱的孩子们。

但我会更舍不得他！！

心里现在好混乱的我，

不知下一步该怎们继续往前走啊。

正处于进退两难的地步呀。

只希望我们俩的关系能快快的明朗化。

这样自我便能安心得到另一间学校工作了。

无论如何我一定得和他并肩加油！！！

KoReAn eAtiiNg DaE

星期四我和学校的老师们去了一趟韩国餐之旅。

首先我和傅老师到我外婆家附近的韩国餐馆吃午餐。

我们点了韩式炸酱面；

牛肉与金昌鱼寿司；

泡菜拉面；

酸辣豆腐汤以及饮料。

吃到最后我们都真的好饱好饱啊！

看了帐单之后真是吓了一跳。

单子上写着我们总共吃了$60.50!!!

真会享福啊我们。

买单过后想要起身返回学校都觉得好辛苦呀！！

哈哈。

晚上原本要回家的我被我的另外两位华文老师拉到East Coast Rd附近吃多一顿韩国餐。

我很坚持的说只想点杯饮料喝就算了。

但没料到我竟然点了一锅鸡肉拉面。

还怂恿老师们点辣炒年糕以及清烤五花肉。

哈哈。

除此之外，她们还点了一锅拌饭来吃。

真是过瘾极了！

我最后也点了两杯饮料。

一杯米水和一杯梨水。

喝下肚真舒服。

结帐时我们共花了$80.70。

又是一餐好美食呀！！！

最后因为担心消化不良而选择漫步走回家。

不过我并不后悔。

而且还和老师们都说好了下次一定要再来一趟！“）

My LoNg AwAiiTeD diiAmOnD RiiNg

Ytd went Parkway after work miit my prii sch fren Lena 4 diinner...

@ the same tiime besiides miitiing her...

Ii miit my mum fiirst b4 hand...

she wanted to go to The Eye SigHt get Her specs...

sO after dat we went off to The FacEsHoP to purchase mY stuffs...

Once ii had fiiniished all my tiinKs...

As iit was too heavy 4 me to carry ard to miit Lena...

AppaRentlY ii HaD twO LaRgE baGs Of iiTems fRom the FaCesHoP...

sO ii got mUmmY to help me briing hm iiNstead...

The mOment ii bade my mum gd- Byes...

we walked ouR separate ways...

wHiile ofF ii Went to MaC to Miit Lena...

we Had oUR diinner there b4 waLkiing back to ParKwaY to start oUr shOppIing SpRee...

ShOp n ShoP...

sHortLy after ii went iinto NovO n boUght 2 PaiiRs of New arriiVals sandals...

B4 accomPanyiiNG Lena back to M)pHosIs to get her fAve Black Top as WeLl aS CottOn On tO gEt her shiiNy pAiir of sIilVeR pAlmS...

Lolx...

SeeMS lYke sTePh hAs 2 ShoPhAhOliiCs frEnZ tO aCcOmPanY mE 4 ShOpPiiNg...

HAha...

After Our shOppiiNg...

b4 getiing back hm...

we went to the last stop- GoldHeart JeweLlerY...

To get mY diiamOnd Riing n anKlet...

My aNklEt was sent fOr sMolDerIing whEreAs mY diiamOnd riing was sent for resiiziing...

Iit was bOught bY One of My iiMediiate famiilY memBer...

Thank yOu sO mUch!!! ")

RealLii lUrVe iIT lOAds...

HAha...

Wiill End here nw...

Waiitiing to Go 4 mY anOther rOund oF shOpping sOoN!!! =p

他

他很沉默寡言...

他很害羞...

他严肃认真...

他健硕如牛...

他笑容灿烂...

他热爱运动...

他小心谨慎...

以上的这些结论...

是我在这半年里对他的认知...

也许是因为这样的个性...

与我有着十万八千里的差距...

所以我会对他如此的着迷...

也让我坚信他是对的那一位...

这一次我真的不想放弃我要追逐的幸福了!!!

梦

每晚我都几乎会梦见你...

那你呢???

你也是否会一样呢???

这点我就不敢想太多了...

只能顺其自然了...

这阵子你就会常常出现在我的梦里...

好象事先约好了一样...

真是讨厌这样的我...

好单纯...

好幼稚...

好无助...

一直都只懂得一厢情愿的单恋着你...

我好没用喔!!!

我的那个他

我的那个他真的出现了吗???

真的是他吗???

我好犹豫喔...

每一天见到他的空气都很甜蜜...

甜蜜得都叫我难以置信...

似乎好象在做梦...

随时会醒来得感觉...

然后就完全不见了...

虽然他不苟言笑...

但他只要一见到我...

嘴角边就会展露出一丝丝幸福洋溢的笑容了...

而我也在此时笑了...

因为我知道彼此是真诚的...

请别叫我美女

请别再叫我美女了!!!

我很不喜欢这个名词...

我宁愿当个普通的小女孩就好了...

无须特意把我捧上天...

我有自知自明...

谢谢你们的好意...

不过天底下还有很多女生更有资格被称得上是美女呢!!!

我绝对不会把这些当真的...

因为实在太虚假了...

FuN n TiiReD dAe

Ytd after My 2Nd iinTervIiew @ EtOn Hse @ pAyaR lEbar there...

Ii went BugiS fIind YvoNnE...

sHawS was closed ytd due to theiir sch schedule...

n Dats how ii can miit uP wiif Yvo so EarlY iiN the afternOon...

ActuALlY we had wanted to miit @ vIvO...

Howeva she cor me back a whiile ltr dat she would lyke to miit me @ Bugis Iinstead...

So ii agreed tiinkiing dat siince iit would b nearer...

thus straiight after my iinterviiew...

ii haiiled a cab down to Bugis to miit her...

oNcE we reached there...

we went to topshop look c look c b4 headiing to Kinokuniya...

n there ii bought 2 bioGrapHy boOks oN cHen Qiao En...

afterwhIich we went to Bugis StreeT...

There as we had nth much to buy so we r basiicallY wiindOw shOppIing...

UntiiLl @ M)pHosIs...

YvO saw a black cOloUred bAg n bought iit down...

Iit was quiite boriing walkiing round aiimlesslY @ Bugis...

Thus yVo ltr suggested dat we go to suntec city n marina square...

HooraY To the change of shOppIing mAlls...

HAha...

We tooK a bus down n headed to Zara n triied on diif kiinds of clothes...

As wad yvo had saiid...

StePh's weiird habiit iis startiing up once agaiin...

lAtelY ii m So Iin 2 skiirts dats whiicheva shops ii entered...

Ii wOulD sure go n try on theiir skiirts oF varyiing desiigns as well as lenghts...

After tryiing out @ several shops...

steph managed to buy a peach colouRed skiirt from mango @ Marina Square n another purple coLoured veSt oSo from the same shOp but @ Suntec CitY...

we Went iinto the fiittiing rooms to try b4 comiing out n showed each other how we looked lyke iin our ouTfiits...

fIinalLy after such long hrs of ShoppIing...

we went 4 our diinner @ YoshinOya b4 headiing back to Yvo's hse to get More clothes n bags from her...

Haha...

Iit was a berii relaxed dae 4 us...

1st tiime we felt dat we were not @ all Iin anii kiind of rush...

As we both chatted n chiilled out w/o haviing to worrii dat steph would b goiing hm late...

All Of a suDden we feLt dat the tiime was passIing uS bY bErii SlowLy...

n we were nOt usEd To Iit @ all!!!

Lolx...

Aniiwae by the tiime ii reached hm...

Iit was exactlY 10 pm n both of stePh's arMs were soRe frOm carrYiiNG sO mUch Stuffs Back...

12/07/2009

Tiis was the purple Guess bag whiich my mum bought...

She saiid dat she wanted to match all her purple clothes n shoes...

n Ii was lykE oMg!!!

All PurplE...

sO weiiRd... >.<

Aniiwae nvm lahz...

she lyke iit...

so up 2 her lorz...

HaHa...

Tiis was Mum's 2nd bag From tOscanO...

sHe had noT wanted to buy iit iiniitiiallY...

Howeva stePh cOercEd hEr iin 2 buyIing so dat ii can bUy miinE as welL...

HehE...

LAstlY...

Tiis bag bElongs to StEpH...

stePh lUrvEs iiTs desIign bErii Much...

LooKs elEganT n clAssY...

MumMy bOught iit 4 me for $167.00...

After a 20% diiscOunt...

Lolx...

ThanKs MuM!!! ")

Ytd My mAiid senlY wanted to go n hv a haiir cut...

so after lunch from the club...

Dad fetchEd mE...

MummY n sEnlY to Parkway pArade...

After accOmpAnyiiNg sEnly to style hair studio...

where she fiind Gavin to help her cut her haiir...

ii n MummY pRoceeDeD oFf to Isetan...

At the bAg sectiioN...

After browsiing 4 soMe tiime...

Both steph n MummY each bOught a bag frOm tOscanO...

whiile mUmmy added 1 moRe frOm guEss...

thE desiiGn oF mY bag looked elegant n stePh siimPly loveD iiT...

Haha...

At the cOunter...

MuMmY pAiid a ToTal of $400.00 plUs...

4 all 3 bags...

Iit was iindeed a gd buy...

All thanks to the GSS...

Lolx...

SaTuRdAy

11/07/2009...

IiN the EarLy AftErnOoN...

wAs sUppOSed to Go pArKwAy to miit up wiiF the mAnaGer of EtOn HouSe 4 a 2nd iinTervIieW @ ParkWay ParadE...

HowevA iiN thE end...

We cOuld not miit up coz tHe pErsOn iiN chArGe cOuld noT make iit on tiime to parkway n had wanted me to mIit @ lOt 1 CCk iiNstead...

Ii decliined the miit as ii hAd smTh on @ nIite...

so Rather den staYiinG @ hm doiinG nth...

ii tooK a Cab doWn to Yvo's hse n slack...

There together wiif Eileen...

we browse thru facebook n watch cable viisiioN dRamA seriiAls...

iiT was untiill 2 pluS nEarly to 3pm...

b4 we began to leave n went to parkway to style mY haiir...

After fIindiiNg vInCent...

wiif a newlY washed n straiightenEd hAiir...

We hEaded oFf to Andrea's Bdae bash...

CarryIing aloNg hEr pResEnt n sTePh's nEwlY bought tops frOm MAngo as well as faciial ProduCts FroM The FacEsHoP...

HaPpii 21St b DaE 2 AndReA

LasT sAt ii N YvO went to BedoK reServOiiR' AquAriUs bY tHE pArK' 2 celeBraTe aNdReA's 21sT b DaE ceLebRatiiOn...

HoweVa sad to sAe was dat...

Most of oUr sEc sCh fRenz lyke desmond n wei huang diin attened due to smth cRoppiinG uP 4 them...

Thus we diin actually manage to reuniite wiif them...

Besiides ii n yvo...

The oNlii pErsOn whiICh sTePh NoeS wAs Ya Li...

But we diin Chat @ all...

cOz toO LonG dIin C eacH oTHer lE...

Nth MucH to Chat lOrZ...

Haha...

We Sat 4 awHiilE n left sOoN afTer...

cOz aNdrea was too Bz...

Lolx...

NoNethElEsS we stiILl wiIShed HEr a HappIi 21St B daE... ")

OuR sHopPiiNg SpReE

Ytd ii went 4 an iinterviiew @ Eton HsE b4 miitiing YvO...

after the iinterviiew...

ii went back to my grandma's hse to change b4 miitiing Yvo outsiide my grandma's hse bus stop...

den we boared bus 10 n went to vivo ciTy to sTart our shoppiing spree...

We shop ard 4eva 21...

Zara...

N manGo...

b4 headiing to TopshoP...

there stePh bought a whiite color dress...

meant 4 tiis cOmiiNg sat Andrea's bdae bash...

After whiich we went to Charles n Keith n bought a paiir of sandals b4 headiing down to Orchard...

There we started our shoppiing once more n went Cotton On to ContiinUe wiif our spendiings...

StepH bought 3 ToPs whiile yvo bOught One black coloured dress...

we walked ard Orchard...

lookiing ard @ other shops b4 headiing baCk hm...

Howeva despiite these bags of sPendiiNgS...

We were stiiLl quiite unsatiisfiied wiif oUr iitems...

sO we wiiLl b miitiing agaiin most prob next tuEs oNce moRe to contiinue wiif our sHoppIinG!!!

Haha...

LooKiiNg 4wArd to NExt wEeK... ")

iit wiill b anOther bz week 4 StePh...

coZ there wiill b lots of actiiviites 4 me to attEnd...

DiisApPoiiNtEd

LoviinG a pErsOn iindeed reAllii iisn't my forte...

Juz recently...

Heard from hiim personally dat he wiill b leaviing hiis workplace on 26th JulY 2009...

sO sad...

thus another quote from me was 'TrustiiNg sOme1 iis not mY talEnt!!!'

when ii had so much wanted to beliieve dat he iis gonna b the 1 for me...

As he sae b4 dat he wUn b leaviing hiis current workplace...

Iin the end...

He stiill sae dat he iis gonna leave...

HoWeva thank God all alonG...

These had been wiishful tiinkiing oN mY pArt oNce agaiin...

sO iin a wae he iisn't responsiible 4 my unhappiiness riite nw...

LuckiilY ii knew whwere he wiill b workiing...

tHus ii can stiill go n fiind hiim once iin a blue moon...

aS hiis new workplace iis quiite a diistant from my hse...

StEpH n dA jiiE

tHeSe weRe some oF the piiCs ii TooK wiiF mY gOD siis- Li LaO sHii 2daE whEn we Both were dOiing slPiiNG duTy...

As shE wAs bOred...

shE askEd mE to shOw her mY hAndpHonE n started PlaYiing wiif iit...

Den she sUddEnlY sae y not we tk piiCs together...

Haha...

N sO dats hOw we tooK tiis 3 piics together lorz...

Keke...