StEpH @ BaTaM

Here r sOme oF mY cAm WhORiiNg PiicS tAkEn whIilE wAiitiIng tHe Bus To aRriVe...

FiiNallY hv got Loads of New PiiCs tO uPlOaD...

HappY HappY... =)

FoOd I AtE @ BaTaM

ThEse r the fOodS wHiicH sTePH AtE daT dAe On the bus n at the shOppIinG MaLl...

Haha...

Ice cream...

Sour Plums...

MalAy fOod...

SeafooD for Lunch...

ChicKeN NooDlE foR DiinNer...

N nOt foRgettIing My FavE HoNEY iCed LemOn TeA~!!!! =)

Not that fantastiic ThoUgh thE fOod...

But stiiLl EnuFf To fIiLl My TummY...

Haha...

I Tot

i Tot I cOuLd DO the RitE tiNk Tis TiMe RoUnd...

I Tot I cAn TeLl 谢先生 the Rite wae as I wanted it 2 b...

But NoPe...

In the End...

I scRewEd everytInK uP...

In My OpInIon...

It's TotAl MesS!!!

Total ShiT!!!

TinKing oF cLeariNg uP...

Yet at the sAme tiMe m AfraId To...

4 fear dat Wad I hv bEen tiNkIng wIll SurElY cOme tRue...

4 fEar oF the AwKwArdNeSs we Hv to Face In the FutuRe...

4 Fear Dat he wiLl b TotaLlY pIsSed Off By mE...

N iGnOre Me FrOm Den oN...

These r tHe LeAsT tINkS wHicH i EvA wAntEd tO eNcoUntEr aGaIn...

4 I hAd BeeN thEre UmPtEeN tImEs...

N i Noe CleArLy hOw HoRriBle tHe FeeLiIng Was...

Very MuCh I wIsH tO cHaNgE mY LiFe tO a BetA 1...

StiLl I nOe...

TiLl Nw I cOuLd not...

GettIng UpSet OVer It...

WiLl OnLy MAke MAttErs WorsE...

WilL oNlY WaNna MakE mE gO dRiNk EvEn More DesPitE bEiNg A LoUsY DrInkEr...

Will Want mE tO BAcK aWae n B A sOre Loser...

EvEn B4 ConfEssIng...

I m OrEadI a WalKiNg zOmBie...

Let aLonE nW wHen EvEryTiNk I sAe Was So TerrIblY WrOng...

TeArs Juz woUlDn't wAn to FlOW oUt...

4 They r TryinG to Act toUGh...

Trying to NuMb MysElf fRom TinKing all ThesE bY FinDing As ManY tInkS to Do as PossiBle...

But bY nITe FallS...

EverytInK faLls Back Into pLace...

I m OncE again bAcK to SqUare 1...

BacK to TinKing whEre the hEll hv i ActuallY dOne Wrong to Get suCh trEatMeNts...

Not onlI Juz in r/s...

but oso evErytInk dat I hv Done...

It's ReallY hard 4 Me 2 RegaiN bAck To mY Old SelF...

InnOceNce nO lOnger wiF Me...

OnLy ComPleXiTiEs StaY by My sIde nW...

I wISh I cOulD tUrN bAcK tIme...

but I nOe I cAn'T...

4 I hv oReadI lOst lOaDs Of mY dEarEst n CheriShed Ppl...

w/O mE KnoWinG...

UncOnscIouSly...

They Hv lEft...

nv to RtN...

ReaLly FML!!!

m Trying mY Best to moVe On n Not B BotHerEd bY ani Other TiNks...

But PerhAps b cOz Tis Is the nAture of mY HorOscOpE...

Thus I sTiLl hv the tendencY of bEing SenSitiVe tO hoW oTher's Feel bOut Me etc...

NonthelEss...

I noE dat @ lEast I m TrYing to SmiLe mOre latelY...

TryIng to B hAppY n CheerfUl...

TrYinG to b NicE to EveryOne...

TryIng to chAnge mYselF For the bEta...

HopEfully...

I wIsh...

EverYtiNk WiLl gO sMootHlY foR mE...

MovE On n EverYtiNk wIll b fIne!!!

总有一天。。。

雨过就会天晴！！！

加油！！！ =）

Nw i Can oNlIi aPoLoGise to That sOmeone For CauSing SucH trOubLe...

CaN i???

I m Not Gd WiiF wOrdS...

Thus Ii OwaEs FalTer WheNeVa Ii PanIicK!!!

N DaTs ExAcTlY wAd Ii Diid Dat TiiMe When ii TolD hIim HoW ii FeeL...

ReallY IidOiiT StEpHaniE SeaH...

Oh GoSh!!!

Y???

Y???

Y???

DaTs Not How Ii had Wanted To tEll HiIm AcTuaLlY...

One Of tHe Part...

One oF the SenTence...

But DaT NiiTe...

Ii SaIid Iit Iin A StaTe oF DrUnKArD StuPoR...

DoTx...

*sLapS* mYsElf Hard On My fAcE...

DotX...

RiiDIiCuLoUs Me...

SiiGh!!!

M jUz TiiNkIiNg...

CaN Ii Tk BAcK wAd Ii Had SaiiD pRevIiouSly...

n TeLlIinG Hiim oNce More Iin A much MoRe CoRreCt Wae???

Hmmmm...

WoNdErDiiNg...

Y Iit's So CoMpliiCatEd...

*ScReAmZzZzZz!!! =(

FaiR n SqUaRe

It's been suppressiing me for a very long time...

n Finally i managed to let it oFf last nite...

nw i felt so relieved...

Telling him how i feel...

is only fair to me...

As i Noe his ans...

Thus i wan him to noe mine too...

i Dun c ani future for the two of us...

For in his eyes...

n deep down in his heart...

There wiLl b a certain SomeoNe wHom he Hoped to Get back together wiif...

All the bEst to U...

nW ii WiiSh Dat Ii can Put tiis StoRy to aN End ThOuGh ii NoE DaT IiT wIiLl B ReAl ToUGH... =(

天燈

在最像情侶的那一瞬...

和他朝著晚空放天燈...

兩顆心許過甚麼願望...

我想問始終都不敢問...

秒針追逐感動的可能...

時間渲染感情的氣氛...

兩個倒影在溪水浮沉...

一個忘形就難以辨認...

沉默的旅程...

樂在快樂得真假不分...

追浮雲的人...

浪漫在擁有過曖昧的名份...

比擁抱單純...

暗戀的明燈...

一路上如煙火隨身...

寧願那想像的情人...

永遠...

保溫...

美夢別成真...

讓我夢到忘記疑問...

寂寞就想想...

那盞天燈...

那指紋...

懷念沒有吻過的嘴唇...

想像沒有說過的永恆...

錯過糾纏不清的凌晨...

逃過幻覺破滅的黃昏...

沉默的旅程...

樂在快樂得甜酸不分...

追浮雲的人...

浪漫在擁有過曖昧的名份...

比擁抱單純...

暗戀的明燈...

一路上如煙火隨身...

寧願那想像的情人...

永遠...

保溫...

美夢別成真...

讓我夢到忘記疑問...

寂寞就想想...

那盞天燈...

那指紋...

到滿臉皺紋...

那場回憶比相戀逼真...

曾經有一個人...

燃燒過...

一夜的青春...

暗戀的明燈...

一路上如煙火隨身...

寧願那想像的情人...

永遠...

保溫...

美夢別成真...

讓我夢醒不留疤痕...

我的天空裡...

有他眼神...

他體溫...

AlMoSt WaStEd

LaSt nIitE Went DriiNkiiNg wiiF lEna...

ZheNg Yi...

N BoBbY...

BoBby Iis A fRen Of ZY...

So iiS oUr New Fren...

WeNt WinSoR HoteL oNE oF the Thai DiscO...

The nAme ii TiiNk ShlD b CarrIbEaN...

ReallY had fUn There...

Drank More Den My UsUal...

Haha...

ReallY oUght to Thank Hiim For LettIing Me expEriiEnce SucH a WonDerfUl Niite... =)

FaNnAtiiC ShOpPiiNg

Lately Ii hv been frequentiing Parkway parade after such a long tiime...

N ii went pur pur n Bought 17 diifferent types of tOps...

CardIiGanS...

n dreEssEs...

Den to M) pHoSis n CottOn On n Diid the sAme TiiNk...

UntiiL mY wAlLet Was BlEedIing!!!

Nontheless iit was theraPeuTiic...

DesTrEsSiiNg MysElf From ALl My exaMs...

AssiiGnmEntS eTc...

Iits Great To b Iin A ShoPpIInG Mood oNce mORe...

Nw daT the GrEat SingapORe SAle iiS oN... =)

DaDdY n MuMmY oN HolS AgAiiN

My parents r On HolS oNce AgaiiN!!!

HooraY!!!

whiich means to sae Ii M Free agaIin!!!

YiiPpIie!!!

Tiis tiiMe roUnd They Go LanGkawI...

N wiiLl b BacK nExt Tues...

So dat mEans Ii can gO dRiiNkiiNg tIiLl lAte...

WaIitiiNG iin AnTiicIiPaTiIoN... =)

My GaLs

Juz somE randoM n Cui pIics of StePh n the 2 Gals...

Vinita saw them wiif me...

Thus she TooK The pIics as a happY famiily...

haha...

StEpH N TaniShq

Tanishq n StePh...

He saw me takiing Piics of other chiildren at the home corner...

N came towards me to sae dat he wanted to tk piics too...

so tiis iis y the 2 of us ended up takiing piics of variious lookS...

Haha...

NiicE... =)

E bOy n StEpH

Tiis iis Ethan...

AlLy's twiin bRo...

Dat dae ii was takiing piic wiif TanisHq when E oso Wanna Tk wiiF mE...

so after ii HAd shown Hiime our pIic...

He lAughed so heartiiLy @ the screeN as he Saw us there...

So cute... =)

StUdEnt LeD cOnfEreNcE wiiF JeReLyN

Tiis tiime round iis StePh n JereLyn...

My elder Daughter as Wad they usually wiiLl cor her...

Haha...

Iit was a niice experiience to share the chiildren's work wiif them liisteniing to them speak.. =)

StUdEnT LeD cOnFeReNcE wiiF AlLy

Vinita asked me to siit besiide Ally to viiew her portfoliiO wiif Her...

Thus ii sat down besiide her...

Whiile Ally started to FliiP the pAges...

Lolx...

n after Vinita Had taken The piiCs...

She LookEd back N sae dat we reallY lOoked LyKe MuM n DaugHter...

Haha...

So sWeEt wHen We r TogeTher...

Lolx...

Well dats b coz we had almoSt the sAme haiir cUt...

Ah mA cutTiNg The CakE

After tHe bDae sOng...

We got ah ma to cut the cake...

n She was happy...

Not onlii b coz she has her grandchiildren...

Daughter- iiN- Law n Chiildren by her siide...

but iits Oso b coz...

she iis happy dat the whole famiily iis wiif her to celebrate her b dae...

Ii m really blessed to hv such niice n heart warmiing famiilY...

Though sometiimEs ii m not satiisfiied wiif how my Parents handled certaIin ProBLemS @ home...

Ii lurVe them LoaDs!!! =)

A HapPy FaMiiLy

In my earliier post...

ii had wriitten b4...

Eva siince ii started workiing...

Ii had been spendiing lesser tiime wiif my famiily members...

thus ii felt bad bout iit...

As ii notiiced that alot of tiinks ii had been lackiing behiind...

So dats y Nw ii chEriished every moments ii can wiif my famiily members...

hopiing to update myself more oN how my cousiins n my iiMmediiate famiiliies have been doiing...

Ii hv not been doiing my part as a daughter...

Grand- daughter...

Cousiin...

n neiice well...

Coz ii hv been neglectiing them for my own personal tiime for a periiod of tiime...

Here ii would liike to really to giive iit all...

n Try my best to spend quaLiitY tiiMes wiif them...

Ah Ma'S 87tH B Dae CaKe

Last Sun...

we went to celebrate ah ma's 87th b dae at Ban Heng rEstaurant @ aMoy StReeT...

the b dae cake was bougHt by Sam jiie jiie n AlvIn...

IiT was YummY...

n i lurve esp the strawbeRriIeS...

C how biig they were...

Lolx...

The restaurant even played the Happy Birthday song in Mandarin n iIt was hiilAroUs...

We were saved frOm HaviIng to Siing the Song As weLl...

haha...

Dat dae was a coIiNcIidEnt...

b coz there were another 2 tables celebratiing B dae toO for theiir GrandpAreNts... =)