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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

My mEii Meii- WinniE cHaN











EvEryBoDy looK Here...
Tiis LiittLe gaL hEre bErii Preety n SweeT riiTe???
well shE iis NonE other den mY goD siis...
Winnie Chan... ")
weLl hEre cOmes a briief desCriiPtiioN oF hEr...
she iiS tUrniiNg 20 Yrs oLd tiis yr oN mAy 18th 2009...
ii feel so apologetiic boUt iit 4 owaes unablE to rmb the date cOrreCtly...
Not b coz ii bo xiim as wad she owaes sae me...
juz dat ii m berii lousy wiif rmberiing nUmbErs...
lolx...
ii noe her siince sec sch daes...
n much more coiinciident was dat she iis nEiighbOur to mE!!!
we stayed each other 2 lanes FroM oUr exaCt lOCatiiOn...
thus iin the past when ii was stiill studyiing...
mY dad would giif her a liift to sch too...
howeVa...
after ii graduated...
ii can onlii miit her after sch...
@ ouR fave sPot...
DunMAn fOodctr...
there...
we woUld tok bOut manii tiinks...
n share manii manii secrets together...
Liife was great duRiing dat tiime...
Howeva nw coz as we grew up n had our own sociial liife...
apparently she iis attached...
to her berii dear n beloved dar dar...
hu iis mY seniior as well...
so guys out there...
despiite how bEautiifUl she iis...
sorrii...
No chance...
lolx...
she iis taken... =p
ya ii was juz sayiing dat...
coz of our bz schedules n mY curfEw frOm mY pArents...
miitiing her nw a days iis a berii tough tiink to do...
yes ii diid try to fiind tiime bY makiiNg n effOrt to miit her...
bUt we couLd onlii miit up 4 juz onlii awhiile...
how ii wiish we could turn back the clock...
goiin back to last tiime...
when ii waiit 4 her to come back from sch duriing the afternoons...
slack @ our 2nd hm...
all the wae tiill niite...
nw tiis iis all but onlii to consiider as a luxury 4 us to b able to miit each other 4 juz a moment...
ii m berii glad by iit...
thank GOD 4 bestowiing me such a fiine lady to b my god siis...
though sometiimes certaiin tiinks ii had done...
diid hurt n offend her...
but no matter wad happens...
ii wiill not let her off unless she lets me go fiirst...
ii wiill owaes dote n cheriish her...
4 she iis my meii meii...
as steph iis an onlii chiild @ hm...
haviing her as my siis...
allows StePh to feel responsiiBle iin takiing care of the yOunger onEs...
bUt ii m of coz wiill feel jealous 4 the fact dat she iis owaes pRettiier den StePh...
no MAtter where she goes...
she wiill owaes attract the attentiions of manii ppl...
she wiill owaes b under the spotliite...
soMewhEre iin the diist...
she wiill b shiiniing briightlY...
she iis warm n sociiable...
a complete opp from sTeph...
hu iis cOld n aloof...
NonChalANt bOut manii tiinks...
Perhaps tiis iis oso the reasoN y we can cliick so well despiite haviing cats fiight occasiionally too...
haha...
LAst bUt Not lEast...
B4 ii end tiis blog bOut her...
ii woulD lYke to tk tiis chance to aplogiise to her...
1. Sorrii mEii meii to tk ur piics n post on mY bLog w/o ur permiisiion... =p
2. 4 the PreviiOus blOgs dat ii Had wriitten bOut us...
ii diin mean to sae iit to hurt u...
jUz dat coz ii dun hv the confiidEncE dat u wiill b bY mY siide owaes...
ii scare dat as tiime comes...
n u hv moRe frEnz...
u wiill diistant urself from me...
as u fiinally fiind dat ur jiie jiie iis cOmplEtely diiff frOm uR styLe...
ii duN wanna sae those franKly spEakiing...
ii m juz vOiiCiing mY tots...
Hope u can uNderstaNd how ii m feeLiiNg... =(
ii m oso feeliing sad...
coz ii fiind dat we r no longer lyKe the past...
ii kiip sensiing dat we r driiftiing froM eacH other further n further awae...
dats the iinsecuriitiies deep wiithiin me...
thou ii diin show iit out iin front of u...
certaiin tiimes goiing out wiif u can oso coz me to feel a sudden out of breath...
iits lyke u r a stroNg oPpoNent of Miine iin a cOmpEtiitiioN...
nO matter how hard ii try...
ii juz can't seem to defeat u...
haha...
so dats y...
Yupp...
SoRriIe...
dats all...
can't riite anii more longer...
haiix...
But ii juZ wan u to nOe dat...
ii siincerely stiill wanna u to b mY mEii mEii 4 eva...
Can u giif me dat pRomiise???
No mAtter wad happens...
we wiill not fiight n b angry wiif each other???
we wiill not hv griievances n bear grudges agaiinst oNe anOther???
HopE @ least ii Can hEar a siinCere n TruThfUl Reply frOm... >.<

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